Just Rambling on and on . . .
Not too much to report really. Just tryin to get by the best way that a Kelly can. Still in the process of moveing in to the appartment. We should be moved in by this weekend. I started
takeing yoga again. I really feel much better afterwords. I just hope that I can continue to keep my weight where it is.
I'v been feeling kind of depressed latley. I'm not sure why but I think it may be because I'm adjusting. Moveing in with my husband, let alone in a new city and country! I just feel like I have so much to worry about.... finding a job... meeting people.... keeping slim and trim. I know all these things seem kind of silly but they are what I worry about. All of them added up can be very stressful. -_- Ugh, I just hope everything starts falling in to place soon.
Today while unpacking I found a lot of objects from my past. I mean they just brought back a flood of old memories. I found a wooden pencil case that I made in shop class, a bible that I bought at a yard sale from 1923, strange and weird stories that I illistrated when I was 8 years old... All these things remind me of a time where I was happy and had lots of fun. A time when I was afraid to leave my parents and be without them. I had never thought in my wildest dreams that this is where I would be now. Married by 24, liveing in the United States and far from home. Yes, of cource somethings never change either. I still am scared of not being at home, Alenka will always be my best friend even if we are 8 hours apart, I still love saturday morning cartoons, old 70 and early 80's music, and am as crafty and imaganative as ever.
I guess growing up is ok. I mean a few of the changes have been good for me both mentally and physically. I am now more confident, I went from 184 pounds to 134 pounds, I have plenty of good work experience, my communication has improved, I went to college and succeded! I have met many interesting people. I never thought that all this would lead me to where I am today. I never thought that I would look as good as I do now. Or that I would have someone like Adam who cares and loves me.
That's all the ramblin I will do for today.
My life story will be told at a later date!
Movie of the Day:Strange Brew
Kind of Day:Cool and half sunny
What will tommorow be: Warmer (I wish)

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