Just Rambling on and on . . .

Not too much to report really. Just tryin to get by the best way that a Kelly can. Still in the process of moveing in to the appartment. We should be moved in by this weekend. I started
takeing yoga again. I really feel much better afterwords. I just hope that I can continue to keep my weight where it is.

I'v been feeling kind of depressed latley. I'm not sure why but I think it may be because I'm adjusting. Moveing in with my husband, let alone in a new city and country! I just feel like I have so much to worry about.... finding a job... meeting people.... keeping slim and trim. I know all these things seem kind of silly but they are what I worry about. All of them added up can be very stressful. -_- Ugh, I just hope everything starts falling in to place soon.

Today while unpacking I found a lot of objects from my past. I mean they just brought back a flood of old memories. I found a wooden pencil case that I made in shop class, a bible that I bought at a yard sale from 1923, strange and weird stories that I illistrated when I was 8 years old... All these things remind me of a time where I was happy and had lots of fun. A time when I was afraid to leave my parents and be without them. I had never thought in my wildest dreams that this is where I would be now. Married by 24, liveing in the United States and far from home. Yes, of cource somethings never change either. I still am scared of not being at home, Alenka will always be my best friend even if we are 8 hours apart, I still love saturday morning cartoons, old 70 and early 80's music, and am as crafty and imaganative as ever.

I guess growing up is ok. I mean a few of the changes have been good for me both mentally and physically. I am now more confident, I went from 184 pounds to 134 pounds, I have plenty of good work experience, my communication has improved, I went to college and succeded! I have met many interesting people. I never thought that all this would lead me to where I am today. I never thought that I would look as good as I do now. Or that I would have someone like Adam who cares and loves me.

That's all the ramblin I will do for today.
My life story will be told at a later date!

Movie of the Day:Strange Brew
Kind of Day:Cool and half sunny
What will tommorow be: Warmer (I wish)

It's Fucking COLD!!~!

Well, this week is slowly pulling up to it's end. Adam and I have managed to get the good part of the appartment done but there is still more to do. The beautiful weather from Tuesday is only but a sad memory. Now it is snowy and cold again *Brrr* My hands are soo dry that one of my joints actually started bleeding a little.

Adam's car syopped on his way to work so he just ended up takeing a "Personal Day". We fixed his car and then did some work at the appartment. I really liked spending time with him all day. I Love him a lot and wish I could be with him all the time. I think this weekend we are going to stay at the appartment (On Saturday night). I suspect that we should be moved in by Monday or Tuesday. I look forward to it.

I'v been feeling really out of it today. First of all the cold really gets to me quick. I felt soo numb and cold. Second I do know I'm not fat but I sometimes feel it. I don't know why anymore.. I just do. I think I still weigh the same, I don't have any red stretch marks, I don't feel full all the time but still... I will thank my friends here for reassuring me that I have not gained a pound. I sometimes think that they put up with WAY too much from me. I just hope that they realise how much I care about them. THank you everyone!! *hug*

I really need to try this.....
5 cup salad
1 cup of mandarin oranges
1 cup of coconut flakes
1 cup of minature marshmallows
1 cup of pineapple chunks
1 cup of sour cream
mix and chill for an hour before serving

Movie of the Day:Run Lola Run
Kind of Day:Cold
What will tommorow be: More of the Same

The Big Move

So, now I am back in the good ol' US of A. When I was home for three weeks I spent time with my best friend Alenka, my family, got my financial things in order and try to prepair myself for a very BIG change. A very SCARY change as far as I be concerned. Not only am I leaving my frienda and famil and a $`15 an hour job but also starting over. A new set of rules, a new country and sort of new friends. I just hope that my friends at hoem don't forget me because I miss them very much already.

Not as if I don't worry enough but still...... I worry about: my weight, haveing enough money to live, being far away from a familar place for long peroids of time, not seeing anyone and being isolated. I know all these things can be worked out or brought to a close by friends, family or my love. The worst worry.. not posted is... My uncle.. who I care for very much is dying. He has cancer in 3 different places in his body and there is nothing that he can do. No matter how much kemo he does he only has a couple of years left. It seems that all the assholes and bad people get diseases and live. Yet, my uncle who is a good man is going to die and leave this earth. Forsome reason all the good one's die early and the world is left to be over ran by asses, bad people and other who I woudl like to see shot on somedays. (ok, I'm done now....... Lets talk about:)

Today being Valentines Day... After work Adam and me exchanged our presents. He got me a very nice silver wrist watch and I got Adam, a card, chocolates, hand sanatizer and Old Spice Body wash for men. Following that we went out for dinner at John Harverds. I had the Manderin Chicken Salad and he had Chicken Casadiea. Along with our dinner we had Raspberry beer. I do suggest that everyone try it.

After dinner we picked up my car and moved all my belongings in to our apartment. My guess is that by the end of the week we will be completly moved in. It may take a while but I will eventually get everything set up and looking really good.

ATTENTION! The format of this blog will be changed due to lack of intrest on my part for finding links that probibly no one will ever see. If there are any complaints, take a number and you will be bitch-smacked in order!!

Movie of the Day: Pump Up the Volume
Kind of Day: Clowdy
What will tommorow be: More of the Same

Drunken Dreams and Achey Joints

Last night I went out with Alenka to a bar in Grand Bend. When we arrived there we saw a couple of people from school (2 years behind us) About an half hour later a few people we really knew came in. These people were Becky, Natalie, Mark and his girlfriend I assume. We had fun, did Karokie... But by the time we left I had 6 beers, 1 shot, and 4 waters. I stayed over night at Alenka's. I must be getting old because I don't like getting drunk. :( However, I did have fun seeing people that I have not seen for a long time.

Now for the fun,
I did a test!

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (57%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Friendliness (81%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (85%) very high which suggests you are overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun. Emotional Stability (39%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Openmindedness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

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I do totally agree with this test.

I'm home!

Notice this is double post!

Hello one and all. I have arrived! Yes I am glad to be home. I missed everyone very much. The weather is cold just like I thougght it would be. For example today, it is -17C. And if your Canadian you know how cold that is. My skin has also began that familer drying out. Thank god I have skin lotion. Since coming home I have been doing a few small things. These things include, wedding plans, yoga, haning with friends (namely Alenka).... Stuff like that.

The next big thing would be the wedding of my friends mother. No, it's not in Canada it's in Cuba! So, I MIGHT be able to go to Cuda. It would be a nice week of sun tanining, swimming in the ocean. BUT since the Presedent has put Cuba on the blocked list I might not be able to go. I mean it pisses me off that George W. Bush would put a ban on that country. George Bush is a joke of a president. The man acts like a dictator. His father and him are the reasons why they got bombed. They don't know how to keep their nose's out of everyone elses business! He should be worrying about his country and not what everyone elses.

Just in case your reading this sir. We Canadians do not like you. If you manage to get bombed again if will be your fault and your fault alone.

(Everyone I do appolagise for that rant)

4 hours later...........................

Today my mother and I went shopping in Goderich. First we went to the mall where we visited the Jean Warehouse. I bought a new pair of Mark & Co jeans for $45. Then we visited the dollar store and then went to Joanne's dresses. We were looking at wedding dresses because I am getting Married in May. I tried on about three dresses. They were all very pretty.

The ladies that were fitting me told me that I was pretty small. The dresses kind of had a corset build in to them too. Hell my jean size even changed a bit. I can fit in to size 28! In stretchy jeans that is. I guess my size has changed quite a bit. I'v had people latley tell me that I should either gain a couple pounds or not loose any more weight... Makes me smile a bit!

January 28th 2005

In to the cold future!

Hello dear friends. Where have I been you ask? Well, I'v been a little busy here in South Western Ontario. Been haning out with my friend of 10 years Alenka. I feel here I must say some nice words of my friend. First of all we have been friends since the first day of high school and are still the best of friends now, through both the good times and the bad. Good friends are hard to find. Alenka, thanks for being my friend for so long and putting up with my complaints of being fat (Yes, I know I'm not)

Now......
To address something that makes me think (minimal thought that is) The Hate book a.k.a. Nerd city a.k.a. Asshole central. Now to start off, I know that it is a "Hate" book and I know what a noob is even though almost everyone on the book at this time is a noob (no offence to the older one's) Now, I must first comment on these "cat" fights that most of the girls seem to get into. Now, ladies... No one would think anyless of you if you typed something to put a point across and then don't look back at the topic. Hell, that is what I'v done and I feel better of myself for doing it. Most of the people in the book "want" to start a fight, but you know that if you don't type back your gonna piss the other person(s) off way more than your comment will.

Back to me!
It turns out that I will be home for another week after this week. I am kinda happy about that. Cause as you all know I really miss being at home. So, if anyone needs to get a hold of me you all know where I am.

Ok, Ladies and Gentelmen...
Here are the links for the day!

If you have any extra hate and need to direct it towards someone... this (^-^) would be the person to do it to!

Only in PA would there be a Drive Through Strip club!

Porn (enough said)

The Bunny Suicides