Continued...

I feel I must explaine the crappy mood from my last post. See what happened is that I don't have my social insurance number for the states yet no my travel documents and I won't be getting them till after Christmas (dec 9th) therefor I am stuck here. I can't go home for Christmas. Which has made me very bitter and *gasp* angry.

Besides me not being able to be with MY family, I get to be with Adams family... day in and day out. I do the same thing every day, I see the same people every day and it's driveing me nuts. It drives me to tears. I try to exercise to keep off the weight but I can only walk to the same place everyday.

I'm going to be doing work at a church or something like that because if I don't I fear that I will be crying ALL the time and surley loose it.

I feel that if I was at home..... I would be:
-able to exercise more
-Work (babysitting or otherwise)
-see my friends ( I know few people but at least I can see them more)
-Do more by myself

I don't feel very happy here because I can't do anything. I don't have a car to even go somewhere.